The Sufferer de Paradise Lost

i find when i'm all alone, that i feel so ashamed, cause all my pride is gone

say what you never can resist
say what you never would believe
give what you never want to show
give what you never would receive

a time when i'm all alone & i'm breathing afraid, cause all my pride is gone

elate the tears i create, how completely inane, cause all my pride is gone

collapse at my sorry stance, but i need to surpass cause...

my only thrill alone in my own hell